That was me a few months ago. I was up, I was down, I was all around town!
I couldn't take it either and was constantly bothering my pdoc to help me, do something, take me off of this, change that dose, etc. I am now feeling as though I have settled down. There are rocky points as meds get adjusted, the best advice I have for now is to hang in there and be patient with the process. It's difficult and easier said than done, but that's how I personally look at it. Take care