I was hospitalized in nov 15 with elevated mood. Was dx then with Bipolar1 was give olanzapine but had serious reaction, then Abilify but lost control over bladder. Then seroquel stayed on that for a month but again side effects, got thrush in my tongue mouth, was to help me sleep didnt work, I felt high as in street drugs high and wanted to get more high. Up all night bouncing around.

Now on risperdal thrush back on my tongue/mouth, also not getting much sleep, back on sleeping tablet. On them about a month now, but have racing thoughts suicide ideations, terrible depression not functioning daily. All on top of the above.

Seeing pdoc tomorrow.

Annmaria