I want to share something here as for several months now there are so many people here who have seen bits and pieces of my journey; and so I thought I would share an incredible experience of mine.
For those who are offended at any talk of faith/religion/God etc, now would be your fair warning.
Ok. Yesterday is a day that I have been anticipating for a couple of months now. My church has what they call a deliverance ministry; and the best way that I know how to describe is that they have an "exorcism" . I only use that word as I can think of no other word that aptly describes the experience.
With spiritual guidance I was able to confront my "demons" that have held me bondage for so long. I was able to forgive those in my past including my parents who inflicted great pain upon me, and I was able to turn them over to God for Him to deal with them.
I could spend all night describing this process; but I just wanted to share with everyone the results: I feel at peace. I have been in pain for so long, I have been depressed and suicidal for what seems like forever; I have felt so "dark" to my very soul for so long and I feel that all of those things have been lifted from me.
I just wanted to share with you my experience.
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