Dear MC,
I'll likely e-mail you later tonight anyway, but not sure I'll say all of this...I suppose session went well enough today despite discussing the whole L-word thing. But I feel like I was detached or something. And kinda like you were too? You did check the number on your phone when it rang, so maybe something is going on in your personal life or with one of your clients? I'm just used to leaving with that warm, fuzzy feeling, and I wasn't feeling that today. But maybe it was just that I was kind of shut down, trying to protect myself from hurt and trying not to share any more of my feelings? I miss that feeling...hope we can get it back next week.

And what was up with you not shaking hands at the beginning? At least you did at the end, but I could only conclude that it had to do with the love thing. But maybe it was just that you were running late. Though less late than usual...I dunno. Just feeling a little sad...