I hate taking meds so much, it's such a hard thing sometimes. It just reminds me that I'll be taking these things for life even though they're saving my sanity big time. Without them, I get mixed mood and it's so, so messy.

In fact, in the last two weeks, I completely dropped off my meds and it was the worst thing I could have possibly done. Lesson learned, but now I have to start from scratch...