Well.. I left an email with my new T telling her how i havent felt comfortable or able to open up asking her what she thinks we should do. We will see what happens. In the meantime, I left a voicemail with my old therapist telling her that I started cutting again (WHAT a horrible voicemail to get!) and that I was wondering if there was some way i could see her agin (the town is 3.5 hours away so maybe i could drive there once a month).
Who knows what happens.