When "I" fail.. "we" inside all fail... and it hurts all the more..

I try hard.. I know I do.. life "out there" is so complicated..

Perhaps... staying in the "house" forever and a day is the answer... perhaps not.. is very confusing.. that much I know...

perhaps.. all I am meant to know is forever and a day is sadness.. perhaps.. that is why God put me here.. to reflect sadness.. so others could learn..not to be like me.. and be happy.. do you think?

I could put more.. but am so very scared of hurting anyone else.. I wish.. that I could put how I really feel...

I am certain... in this very unsure world.. that I love all in this forum.. for what we have experienced to give us the DX of DID...