I'm still wondering why on earth I survived cancer. To be honest, a part of me really wanted to die, even then. Now I wish I wouldn't have fought but I did. Why am I still here? No idea but there's gotta be some reason I didn't kick the bucket. I have someone in my life I can't bare to leave, otherwise I would've taken my fate into my own hands already. It's a really powerful question with a hidden answer you might not find for a while. I couldn't tell you why you're here but there's some reason.