Thanks, guys! It's still really up and down, my least favorite part right now is the unreal type feeling/increased derealization and depersonalization I think it seems to be giving me.

And Dontspeak, so you do like the Tegretol? By "too free" do you mean it's not stabilizing enough, or is it having odd effects? I've actually been looking into other mood stabilizing options, too. It sucks because since I'm not 100% sure I'm bipolar, I don't want to be on stabilizers if I don't have to, and lamictal was good in that it had the antidepressant effect along with possible mood stabilization to make it worth it either way. I really want to get off of it, though, with the biggest reason being the skin problems (not SJS) it's been giving me.