Thank you!! Tough night!! There is an Alanon meeting kind of close to me on Thursday. I'm trying to find the courage to go.

There is the fear of "going away" in a group of people I don't know and then the explanation of my destination to him and why. He thinks I should be "fixed" by now.

It's really late and I have to go to bed. Thank you so much for your reply. It made a big difference in where I was.