Thread: How "severe" are your MIs?
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Old May 17, 2016, 09:46 AM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
Well, I don't think the bp is that bad.

But from my last moron doctor, jeez! I should be in a state mental hospital or something.

Anxiety, very bad. Always has been. I wish a doctor would take it seriously. Well one did, but she got me addicted to 4mg of clonazepam a day. That ended bad.
It's the paradox of BP. But just as much the greatest paradox of life, maybe.

In many ways, the less you know it, the worse it is. But is that bad?

I love life, BP, all of it. Such beauty, such suffering. I don't need anything else. Wow, that must be severe, or not at all!
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