I have some memories but nothing which could be called a trauma and therefore I feel she just dwells on things. I donīt feel supported by sitting there talking and trying to remember things I donīt remember. It would have been another thing if I knew there were traumas and that I needed specifically to talk about those but now, why should I mention tiny details like if I had a best friend or not. Pointless.
I canīt tell her this either because she would take it as critizism and as me wanting to end therapy. If I told her it feels pointless for example. I donīt have the opportunity to switch for another T and I also begin to think that Iīm impossible to help, regardless of which T I see.
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Originally Posted by divine1966
The fact that you don't have childhood stories is an interesting fact all in itself. I remember very little of my childhood and youth which I believe is subconscious and partially deliberate ( i had a good childhood but certain dysfunctions in my life caused by some of my upbringing), my brother who is the same age remembers every little thing. It's an interesting thing.. I erased a lot of my memories prior to mid 30s. I was recently talking to my exhusband about something that he remembered well and I had no recollection, none, zero
So do you think she is getting on to something why you don't remember things?.
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