Thanks eveyone that was definitely a low day for me... I'm currently still swinging in and out of depression. But I have had some good things happen so I may actually be able to avoid a little bit longer. Fingers crossed. I'm seeing a therapist and she has been hesitant to put me on meds yet but it has to do with no dx. There are some major dxs on the table and she wants to make sure we rule out what we can before we consider meds. I know that may seem like a bad idea maybe but I kind of agree.