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It's all just imagination, as I see it, and there are limits to it different for everyone and at different times. If you can imagine something to be, as, real, it's real.
What looks like freedom isn't freedom. Freedom can't be seen, just experienced. If you are drawn to things very strongly and you feel you have to, you aren't free. If you can't seem to do anything, you aren't free.
My coping is excellent too. It limits me. If I think I escaped my troubles, new ones arise. Different, less tangible.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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