I know these feelings all too well. It's a very tough thing to go through. My mania always starts out as this amazing feeling of exuberance and invincibility and then it devolves into horrible anxiety, anger, resentment and feeling completely out of touch and alone (which is where I'm at right now)
I hope things get better for you.
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Bipolar I
Borderline Personality Disorder
ADHD
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
"You," he said, "are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.”
― Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls
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