I'm still on the wild ride, I'm not sure I remember what stability feels like. Still on the waiting list to see the proper psychiatric department to get on medication and get treatment. Unfortunately our socialized healthcare system means waiting months for an appointment. The inpatient hospitals and ERs won't treat your condition, they will only help you short term with anxiety meds if you're inpatient, so I'm stuck here waiting unmedicated. It's been a month and a half....still no appointment even after two urgent referrals.