I have these kind of dreams frequently. Having to be somewhere and already beeing late and then realizing that I forgot something and dispite beeing late I have to come back to get it.
So my nightmares came true today. I was like 5-10 minutes late and very sleepy and almost getting to where I should be when I noticed I had forget the most obvious thing I needed. Let's go back and forth all over again. So I got to "class" a hour late. And I almost didn't care because I was very sleepy.
I was planning my excuse, making a mix with the truth and things that actually had happen in other ocasions because I was to ashamed to admit what made me come back (it was so obvious it would make me look bad).
But the doctor didn't care. She doesn't care about me, she is finishing her speciality and she has some reports to do. So, dispite coming late I sat there, next to her, like a hour and she didn't talk to me. What the hell was I doing there?!!! It's been like this every day I have been there, luckely, not for many days. She doesn't have many patients because she splits them with another senior doctor.
So, she has more free time to do the final report and I have to waste my time. And she doesn't even care about me, but I have to be there. I didn't have to use my excuse, because I started to talk and she was so indifferent "don't worry" she just shuted me up. Of course!! if I had arrived earlier there would be not one but two hours of beeing there watching her silently writing things on her computer and researching the database. And she doesn't try to be nice to me at all, it's like I am not there.

The next time she says, I know this must be boring for you, I think I will say something like "No, it's your work that must be boring, you have so much to do"... Ironically and beeing not ironical at the same time, because she is one of those persons that exagerates everything to get attention and she is very self-centered.
I have papers to finish, I have lots of things to study, I want to go to the gym! But no, I have to waste my time watching other people doing whatever.
And I was so "drunk" with sleep and I had to rush I didn't have time to had a coffee.

Hated my day ...Feeling angry, anxious, ignored and numb.