Hi Fishoutofwater, welcome to PC.

Thank you for sharing with us. You will find your first five posts are slow to appear as they will be moderated before they appear. After that they will come up immediately and you will be able to join the chats too. Look at the calendar for any hosted chats which may be of interest.

I hope you find support here. People here have helped me through some dark times and I hope you get as much encouragement from this community as I have.