BP - The new meds seem to be helping take me out of the low without crashing straight up. Feeling somewhat good. No, not good. Just....feeling. I like it.

PTSD - Not sure. This one is a confusing one for me. It was in remission. Which, I didn't even know it could do that. I thought it just went away. As it turns out, I knew very little of the illness. But then it came back after about ten years, when I started having children. And it was joined with some GAD. It has many of the symptoms as it did before, but not all of them effect me in the exact same way as it did in the past. For example, the nightmares. They used to be about the monster that hurt me. Now, in my nightmares, I become that monster. It's been explained to me by my pdoc, but I still can't seem to fully wrap my head around why this is happening.
These illnesses are so fickle.