Mouse, I wonder if you're still thinking your T was a rat for going away for 5 weeks and because of the unexpected and unpleasant memory you had recently. You were ready to throw T out the door then. Maybe your husband is the part of you that helps contain your anger and kept you from hurting yourself by quitting therapy.

Dreams are fun and can be interpretted in many ways and none are right/wrong. And later the same dream can have a different meaning.

Do you share your dreams with T?