I think you're just overthinking it. You're worrying way too much.

I am 31 and I am attracted to older men. This has been the case for as long as I can remember (from the time I was like 3. For real. I was crushing on men when I was 3. x_x) and most of the men I've dated have been older than me. Older men are attractive to many woman, so I'm not sure where you're getting these stats but they don't seem accurate.