I am glad that you are doing better Raindropvampire, and you are not binge-drinking anymore, but I am sorry you went through that. We all have been destructive to ourselves at some point but overcoming it takes patience and strength.
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The man who chases two rabbits, catches neither. - Confucius
Good for life: Work like a dog. Eat like a horse. Think like a fox. And play like a rabbit. - George Allen