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Originally Posted by sinking
It's worse than yesterday, but thank you for asking.
i had an argument with my mom about my mental health. she wants me healed, happy and like she has always wanted me as her daughter. none of this is happiening soon or will happen. my MI is not my choice, i'll never be happy and i'll never have her same interests to share with her. im a total disappointment for her and a total failure for me. i feel like giving in and drinking...
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yes..yes.....each time I broke I felt like a weak total failure...but we cant change how we feel right now....we can change our actions...but my actions were not very pretty but I got out of my hole....but my MI has been lifelong but it hasn't been all bad...maybe we could help each other...this depression thing is a real ***** bastard hellhole...