edited, I don't want to repeat those ugly words

(Although naturally they circle around in my head endlessly

)
Possible trigger:
An abusive doctor was so **** - I wish I could forget him

(IRL)

He had to be ****ing right.

Narcissistic freak

I HATE HIM
I have done the work, on my own, was "doing much better" then Back Came Depression and all the ****