I hate it today is a little better, I've managed to keep myself busy until a quarter til 1 in the morning, but it doesn't matter how busy I am, b/c I'm still sad as soon as I'm alone at night. If anyone else has the same crap going on at night, you can post here, too. That way I don't have to feel so bad about whining so much. No one has to reply or anything, I know I get annoying, sorry about that. I hope you all are having a better night than I am.