I did not write him back after what he wrote. I just do not see the point in trying to convince him on the subject. I never thought I would feel so low, though. I feel less than human when by him automatically forfeiting everything because of my MIs.

I am going to try to heal from this experience, but people should stop seeing us as something negative. I would never harm a child or cause them further damage mentally. I think life is precious. And marriage falls into all of that as well. I know I can receive and give real love.