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Old May 18, 2016, 09:38 AM
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Originally Posted by Prism Bunny View Post
I did not write him back after what he wrote. I just do not see the point in trying to convince him on the subject. I never thought I would feel so low, though. I feel less than human when by him automatically forfeiting everything because of my MIs.

I am going to try to heal from this experience, but people should stop seeing us as something negative. I would never harm a child or cause them further damage mentally. I think life is precious. And marriage falls into all of that as well. I know I can receive and give real love.
Really don't let it get to you. It's not about you. Not like that. Probably about him. It causes internal turmoil, anxiety and coldness and rubbish.

You're gonna be a wonderful, caring mother, I'm sure.

Edit:
And he's a he, so he doesn't realise how much it matters to you, probably. I mean he has two MIs, basically.
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