The father divorced her, it was very messy. She was "disappointed" in something about me when I was a baby

(I was a pretty baby

and didn't scream all night, but then she drugged me up when I was 9 months old..) I was the only cub and the scapegoat for a lot of ****
She threw me out as soon as she could
The stepmother was a malignant narcissist, the mother and father weren't "healthy" either