There's a Sweedish tourist trap up the road a ways. You can by a bumper sticker there that has a cow stepping on one of it's teats and is saying "UFF DA!" Is that kinda how you felt?
I only saw part of your meltdown, Hon. Believe you me!! It was nothing like we've witnessed here in the past! Nothing to apologize for.

After all, isn't that what we're here for?
Sorry I didn't stick around but I saw that you were in good hands and I knew there was very little for me to offer. SO GLAD that you're feeling better today.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.