I'm sorry you have to go through this. I have a pdoc that I see monthly but because I maxed out my Seroquel then had a bad reaction to another AP and then spent some time trying to get a drug company to provide samples they never came up, followed by 6 weeks of waiting with bags packed for a dr. to admit me to the hospital unit (the dr. in charge quit and nobody wanted to take a complicated patient), with I went through many months of waiting for treatment that would help in the last year and I know how hard it is. (Even though I was on meds they were doing little to nothing). I can say that I eventually did get on meds that work and am getting better every week now. So I hope the same will happen for you and that your wait won't be much longer.