My bf isn't giving up on me yet. This weekend will test some things between us, meeting his sisters. Driving 6 hours or more there and that should give me more clarity about how we get along. There's things about him that I just accept but I'm not sure I should. Then again, I am usually just amazed that I have someone who seems to love me in my life finally. I've tested his patience enough, so I hope I can just get through this weekend and make it a good one. He is always noticing how negative I am but I've been that way so long it's hard to just lighten up. I need to just not care so much about how people think of me I guess.