this is a real situation of mother son gsa going on currently. i am 28, she is 48 and incarcerated for 4 more years. used to visit her. i do not anymore. bc of how aroused i become. ashamed would be an understatement. she is and always has been pretty but its the silent grins while making eye contact are weird. is she maybe aware of my thoughts? adopted @2, made contact in 07'. in prison then and now. she talks about holding me tight, touching my skin and even kissing me upon release. help me