Geez, I could not come in and read without responding.

Thanks everyone. I am okay, really. Feeling extremely wiped, constant headaches. But its okay.

You are so great, missing you beyond words. Some problems on this end; relationship and all. Raynaadi; thanks so much. Your words are so kind and I appreciate them.

I no longer have a medical doctor, my own fault. Don't really want to go there right now; sorry. Life is life.

Anyway, not going to draw this out. Needed to let you all know that I loved coming in and reading this. Trying so hard to hold back this flood of tears, but I give up today. Between missing you all so dearly, doctor, bf......... most of all, my mom. Basically what they are telling her, out of options. She cried so hard tonight, I feel helpless either than to let her fall apart as much as she damn well needs to. My heart is broken for all whom suffer.

Peace to all of you. (((((((((((((((((((everyone)))))))))))))))))))), your truly missed and I think of you 24/7.

Take care,

Justy