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but a part of me almost felt "sorry" for it, leaving it there. Yeah sounds nuts I know.

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I hope you dont mind me bringing this bit up again, (oh, no sorry, no innuendo meant!), but actually, this is kinda interesting to me. I find I get things round back to front inside me a bit like you did with the spring roll, I did with therapist, I kept feeling I was there to feed her needs for power and be there generally for her needs, (which is kind of as in reverse as eating the food for the foods needs).


A T once said to me 'my energy is in reverse', I knew exactly what he meant.

I think these really small self awarenesses all add up to understand ourselves........... ?

wishing you well,

river.