New T, so on Tuesday we got halfway there and I think we both did well to get that far. I want tomorrow to finish off that sentence and I want you to be OK with it and maybe accept it and maybe make it right??? That last bit doesn't sound good to me because that would be saying you were wrong and asking something of you and that is the hard bit. Then I want us to do something fun together because that would show me you really are OK with that emotion. You showing me (probably time and time again) is what I think will help me to realise that it is OK to be annoyed and express it.

Old T. You said you would be thinking of me, thank you so much. Please think of me tomorrow, this will be tough but as you said, necessary.