It's not easy & there are more challenges. If you can get help with mentoring & help getting you onto a path that works for you to find your strengths to work on, you will find a satisfying place in your life.

Honestly, marriage & family can be overrated & can be too much of a challenge unless the right person is found. I would set my focus on what you can achieve & if the right person & marriage comes along, that's icing on the cake (not literally)