He wants you to call campus police? Yeah, know what you mean about that. What would they do? There may be a crisis line or something. But you know, as long as you were fighting it this time, I'm not sure that talking to someone again would have helped anway. You did ask for help (if not from him, from people who had as much chance of helping you as anyone). That desire didn't go away, although you held out for a long time and I think you are to be congratulated for that.

I hope it goes well Thursday, and Friday, and that you have a good day today too.

{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}
Wendy