Huge respect to you, Tisha.

Sometimes...well, sometimes over is over, yanno?
And some things have to end and be put paid to, to make room for what needs to begin. It can be hard to get clear of things and feelings and patterns of thought & behaviour, that have held sway in our little heads for a long long while.

I call it "clearing the weeds" lol ~sigh~ . Took me 5 yrs.

Be gentle with yourself, my friend.

xo,
Chyia, sending hugs & empathy