I always knew that I wouldn't amount to much, that I was a troubled kid who'd end up being a troubled adult. I just never thought I'd sink so low. Never thought I'd be so messed up. I changed who I was, a complete 180, everyone was so impressed but they shouldn't have been. Truth is, I haven't changed at all, I just hid it real well and let it lay dormant. I'm the same screwed up criminal I always was. The same drunken failure.

I convinced a lot of people I'd changed, including myself. Now that the fog has lifted for me, I might as well not try to hide it anymore.