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Old May 19, 2016, 01:22 PM
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Originally Posted by Angelique67 View Post
I haven't been diagnosed but I'm very worried the cognitive crap I've been going through is early onset dementia. I've been diagnosed in the past as sz and now sza, and otherwise mdd.

I don't know what to do about this. I don't want to be officially diagnosed with dementia. In any case, nicotine has been found to be helpful with dementia, and sz, etc. So I have no plans to ever give up my ecig, that's how I get my nicotine now.
Yes, nicotine helps! I just started vaping.

I found liquids with whisky!

Cue Handel's Messiah: Hallelujah...

I'd suggest you take antipsychotics if you don't already, though. I'm not sure nicotine is gonna be enough. I do experiments with high doses now. But I got dizzy and arrhythmias, so I'm not sure it's a good idea. Still experimenting.
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