We're all only human, Só leigheas! I'm sure circumstances have played a large part in whatever set of outcomes you've experienced.
Maybe I'm naive, but I think sometimes the most troubled of us are the most innocent, because we're the ones who couldn't adapt more readily to what is a very sick society.
The people I run into who are super-successful and act snooty beyond belief like they're above other people and have the right to make others feel badly about misfortunes absolutely sicken me. I'm proud to be a failure! I only wish that it paid a little better. 
Wishing you solace in your journey. 
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“We use our minds not to discover facts but to hide them. One of things the screen hides most effectively is the body, our own body, by which I mean, the ins and outs of it, its interiors. Like a veil thrown over the skin to secure its modesty, the screen partially removes from the mind the inner states of the body, those that constitute the flow of life as it wanders in the journey of each day.”
— Antonio R. Damasio, “The Feeling of What Happens: Body and Emotion in the Making of Consciousness” (p.28)
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