i love you guys. im doing ok . i did start to talk to my T about talking about things and how we disagree about how i look at things . she said just because we dont agree about something doesn't mean i cant talk about it with her. although she keeps asking me how it would be therapeutic for me to have her see things the way i do. to agree that i am horrible . i cant put words to answer this but is seems so important that she does. i told her again how hard it is for me to talk about this stuff. it hurts and im scared . i told her i have a hard time figuring out how to talk about it. she said you just start talking about it um really like i know how to do that .