Thanks guys! I felt much better about the whole thing today. I wrote here and talked to my mom and that stopped the obsessing a bit so I was able to put everything in perspective. I feel much more positive now. I still don't think I'll get this job but I don't feel as bad about it. I know that one day I will get another job and hopefully be happy in teaching again.

I'm going to email the principal and curriculum director tomorrow just to thank them for giving me the opportunity. Maybe that will tip the scales in my favor, who knows.