Right! Thank you all for understanding!

I never cut dangerously deep. I just want to bleed and sometimes want a scar, and that's good enough for me.

His rationale was that campus police could help me stay safe and they could determine if my crisis constituted calling him. Yeah, right, like I'm really gonna wake him up at 3am when he's already expressed that leaning on him too much for support outside the session would be a problem!

I wouldn't even call my regular T at 3am, and I know she cares about me and would not hold it against me or stop caring if I did call her then. I just don't think cutting is a big enough emergency for that. If it comes down to cutting or waking someone up in the middle of the night, sorry, I choose cutting!

I would also be way too scared I'd get locked up. And getting locked up is not necessary. It's not like I'm cutting in ways that threaten my life.

Anyway, thanks for understanding, even if the new T doesn't. lol

Angela