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Originally Posted by pastelcapricorn
Right - Uh, I spoke to my dad about seeing a psychologist. He went mental in the end and started screeching in my face that "Im the only one who can help myself". Literally though - I was crying, he was yelling loud, he told me to leave the room so I stood up and walked out, he followed me still yelling, then I stopped on the first step and yelled back. He then said something and I went to leave up the steps - he grabbed my arm and pulled me back, screamed in my face (literally like 1 inch) like "Don't walk away from me". I was crying my eyes out and yelling aswell, I pulled away, yelled something at him and ran upstairs. Basically he's convinced there's nothing wrong with me no matter how many times I've tried to calmly explain that it's not how he thinks it is. He won't change his mind, and he will NOT let me see a psychologist. I'm still crying as I type this. If it helps, he's the cause of my depression and self harm... 
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Wow. This sounds awful. How are you know? May i ask why you can't live with your mom? Your fathers home doesn't seem to be a good place either.
I think you should try at school. Talk with a teacher,counselor. Is there anyone you can trust? Or you could call a local helpline, talk with your primary care doctor