One more thing
I know I might suck at the first time I have sex, I'm not looking for that special night about the white knight who is going to conquer his woman or all of this crap. The first time I might finish in 3 minutes, I might have an erectile dysfunction, She might have vagianasmus.
I know that good sex comes with experience, and I want to spend the rest of my life EXPERIENCING SEX WITH ONE WOMAN ONLY. The issue here is I want to know where is the source or roots of these feelings.