I wish I knew that, HD. Some of my Ts did hurt me as well, and I believe some of them were actually harmful. There was this one T, she was really young and probably inexperienced. After sessions I would always go home and self-injure. It was awful. Though sometimes I wonder if it is just my BPD making me find them harmful. I was counting just now, and realized I have fired 6 Ts so far. This is probably a world record.