Hi ebatts,

I don't have the same issues as you, but I too am diagnosed with many psychiatric disorders (Borderline Personality Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Depressive Personality Disorder, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Anxiety not otherwise specified, Eating Disorder not otherwise specified - with BPD being definitely my main issue). Just to say you're not alone.

I too have taken around 20 psychiatric meds throughout my life, and am still taking two. I have gone unmedicated for some time but I was out of control. I'm actually unsure whether my meds are helping me since I am so dysregulated in any case, but I guess I would be even more so without them.