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Originally Posted by bluebicycle
I feel like depression makes itself worse. It's a vicious cycle.
I feel depressed and Idon't have a support system, which makes me feel even more depressed. I guess I'm saying nobody cares. *shrug* Not that I expect anyone to care, but, you know... it makes you face reality.
Sometimes I also feel depressed about feeling depressed.
Anyone else know what I mean?
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Very much so. Altogether and about the lack of a support system thing. Being depressed and having all the attendant lack of motivation and not being able to muster a damn. Knowing some things that maybe you should be doing (or trying anyway), but not having the wherewithal to deal. And maybe it would help if there were someone around that cared, but... no. Then a surge in self-loathing that this is the state if things, only deepening the chasm. Great. Another deficiency. Sure, we don't expect the care, but it'd be nice. It's a very lonely place.
Pretty much like that, yeah?