I agree with Standup2me, I wish I could be there for you, too. I've been going through a really stressful time, too, so I will share what I have learned: find pieces of joy where you can. Look for beauty and find appreciation in it. Spend time with friends and people you love. I hope you find comfort in simple pleasures and in the people you care about. Remember that "this, too, shall pass," and things will get better. HUGS!!!!